[8/11/26] - [Site Creation!]

I was informed of another Ame-Alike on this plat and it made me realize how long I've wanted to create a neocities page.

So now I'm here lol 💖

[8/11/26] (2) - [Hell on earth]

Apperently my mum decided it would be funny to just completely dump ten thousand things on me at once over the span of a few second phone call, i have to rip the carpet out from my room, clean my room, like 10 family members are coming up, and i have to cut the lawn what the fuck

[8/11/26] (3) - [Weird Glitch?]

It seems like for whatever reason some people are stumbling across some page by a person named "NIXIV WANTES" when visitin my site? I dont really know how this is happening but I hope it ends up fixing itself sometime soon!

[8/11/26] (4) - [Weird Glitch Update?]

Apperently there's another section to that other "Nixiv Wantes" site mentioning someone named "Carl Johnson"? Honestly as someone who likes like mysteries im actually kinda... intrigued? (if dats how u spell it lolzz)

[8/12/26] - [attempting sleep]

this no AC thing is actually infuriating im updating my blog from my phone bc i been here lying for like 2 hours without an ac in a like 90 smth degree room im gonna die ugh

[8/12/26] - [pro gaming]

I've recently been trying to move from normal mode difficulty in project diva to hard mode, because i eventually want to play different modded songs but they're all like spam giggleshit modes so I need to make sure im capable first, i'm definitely struggling a bit but i feel like i'll eventually be able to learn lol, feel free to watch a clip i made of it (I had to compress it to hell and back to upload it tho lol): https://files.catbox.moe/uioepa.mp4

[8/15/26] - [Mehhh]

Haven't updated the blog in a few days ikkkkk but i've just been so out of it, however i heard a quote a few minutes ago and i feel the need to parrot it, "When tyranny becomes law, rebellion becomes duty" anyways hope anynyan reading this is having a good day!

[8/16/26] - [Small site feature update!]

I added a little toggle on this blog to sort from newest or oldest, for those who for some reason would like to keep up to date lol

[8/16/26] (2) - [Ralsei Appreciation post]

i love ralsei from deltarune so much i want to just hug him and never let go he's great if he's evil i'm gonna blow my shit smoove off istg

[8/16/26] - [Site feature update big enough to drive me a coo coo crazy]

Alongside the sorting system, there is a new prompt you get if visiting the site more than once for notis! this will work differently on mobile and desktop bc i was going to rip my skull out if i attempted true parity, but desktop gets actual push notis while mobile gets an on screen site noti if there's a new post every time they visit. I REALLY tried making mobile notis be a thing but I really couldn't find it out after like 3 hours so this is the settlement i've come to lol, but I hope it's enjoyable for those who choose to turn the notis on :D

[8/16/26] - [Tech stuff]

Since I've made blog posts be able to have attachments now too for the funny ralsei posts, expect me to eventually also post some footage of me working with tech evantually :D

[8/16/26] - [ima tire]

It's like nearly 4 am now tho and i have an event tomorrow so i need to sleep i sure do hope i dont oversleep! (foreshadowing)

[8/16/26] - [pro gaming repost]

repost of project diva gameplay from the other day, i had included a link but now im using the power of embeds

[8/16/26] - [aughhghghfdghfgh]

6 am and cant sleep bc head actually feels like nail going through it i love life i love life so fucking much kill me ugh

[8/16/26] - [aughhghghfdghfgh]

call me cringe but the way that i'm slowly just becoming accustomed to this migrane (even if i haven't slept yet) feels liike i'm slowly just getting closer to what my self insert OC is 🥹

[8/17/26] - [paranoia]

I really really fucking hate how damaged my psyche is, I'm so used to others fucking with me and i just cannot tell if someone is busy or is purposely ghosting or ignoring or whatever or they're messing with me or manipulating like oh my fuck just mercy kill me already atp blasting femtanyl while playing minecraft does NOT help me desensitize myself as much as it used to augh 🥹🙏

[jax] - [hat]

jax hat

[8/18/26] - [I like men and women but mostly women]

Stunning title yes ik i just cannot believe the feelings i feel for this damn twink adfkndkfg,andgfk

[8/18/26] - [almost]

I have a HUGE assortment of steam deck parts coming tomorrow to do a full in and out upgrade on the damn thing (1 tb drive too) but then i realized, i should probably get a new plastic pick and more proper tools so i gotta wait to order a toolkit too and wait a few more days!!! fuck my stupid baka life, when i do end up getting everything, i def plan on sharing some footage of the repair!

[8/21/26] - [I cannot fathom this]

i finally found a clean rip of the 1.0 japanese lavender town song without edgy editing and whatnot omgggg

[8/24/26] - [Kero]

kero

[SSBmZWVsIGxvc3Q=] - [Mood]

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[8/29/26] - [A bit miffed]

I just want to take the time to remind those who need to hear it that actions will always speak louder than words

[8/29/26] (1) - [im devious]

do not let me get this bored i just made some evil ass ARG on the main page lmao